Life is such a pain in the ass sometimes. My mother is 'ill' because she was put under sedation (that she asked for) to have a tooth pulled. A's idea of hard work is going to badminton and never having to look after himself. E's idea of hard work is going to the O2 shop that he works in and then coming home to play C.O.D until he goes to bed. I have not only been running around all day at Guy's Dental Hospital to help out my mother, but I was stuck in the waiting room finishing off my coursework because everyone told me I couldn't leave until I took my mother with me. So screw me going to Starbucks for two hours and maybe having a hot chocolate while I waited. I was sat in a miserable, stuffy waiting room, with no drink and no idea where to get one without leaving the waiting room, and I was sat finishing coursework. I couldn't even listen to any music because my Ipod wasn't charged so I didn't even have any headphones. Great right? Now I'm at home, my brothers demand I be the one to sort out the dinner because their lives are SOOOOOOO much harder than mine and they need the extra time to relax. I don't need that because I'm fat and all I do is my University coursework. That's not important. Nothing I do is important because their lives are so much more important and their events are so much more important than any of mine could be.
So to be blunt, I've had a bad day and nobody really gives a shot, so I wonder why I even bother sometimes. I spend all my time working hard, helping out my relatives and what do I get for it? I get shat on and no one actually gives a damn about me. Absolutely fantastic.
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